confused and wracked with self-doubt
Jan. 19th, 2012 02:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Who: Megan
What: “When you started thinking it was easy, you were forgetting what it cost.”
Where: Howl Barrow, &tc
When: Starting Ruudary 18th, covers about a week
Notes: Closed narrative.
Warnings: Sexual assault, rape culture, victim blaming, slut shaming, drug use, disordered eating... also I'm gross, sorry.
“Why not? Because I was tired of men. Hanging in doorways, standing too close, their smell of beer or fifteen-year-old whiskey. Men who didn't come to the emergency room with you, men who left on Christmas Eve. Men who slammed the security gates, who made you love them then changed their minds. [...] It was a play and I knew how it ended, I didn't want to audition for any of the roles. It was no game, no casual thrill. It was three-bullet Russian roulette.” - White Oleander