quiet people have the loudest minds;
Nov. 26th, 2011 01:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Who: Ilde Decima & Gaheris RhadeIt isn't a secret, what she is.
What: A conversation by the waterside.
Where: The Gross Tar.
When: Veerdi evening.
Warnings: Ilde's various issues and past trauma is hinted at and may become relevant.
In her defiance of Prometheus, Ilde is almost aggressively honest about it - 'fierce pride' not just a phrase but a kind of bloodied truth, hatred and pain and a protective instinct all surpassing that quiet voice in the back of her mind that says but you really aren't worth all that much, are you because the day she implicitly endorses their agenda in any way is the day that becomes true. So her illusions are about comfort, but not about secrecy; they're about privacy, not about hiding. She touches the world on her terms (they look at her on her terms).
Most people know, at least intellectually, that Ilde isn't human. It's knowledge that gives context to the things about her that don't fit (the way she moves, sometimes-- the things that make her smile, the things that stir her interest); she's faerie, and they don't think, move or act quite like humans do. They can pretend, sometimes, but it's not the same. Most people know enough to grasp this.
Still.
The first time you see her in the river, just huge dark eyes above the waterline, still and curious and otherworldly and watching--
--well, you don't see that every day.