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controlledvariable) wrote in
multiversallogs2012-03-06 06:46 pm
I know it's hard but...
Who: Steph Brown, others [closed]
What: Monster fighting, rescues, healing
Where: All around Baedal
When: Over a two week period since Hasi broke reality
Notes: Everyone has their own thread starter, which are in no particular order, if there are any problems/questions please let me know!
Warnings: NPC death, gore, violence, monsters, PTSD, my inability to be succint, if I've missed any feel free to tell me
The monsters are new for her.
It's not that she isn't used to dealing with all the assorted bullshit that Gotham can throw at a vigilante, but there's nothing quite like this. There are people like Killer Croc and Zsasz and Black Mask, who might be horrific, but they're still people. These monsters are more like animals, but they're huge and violent and they hunt people. She's not trained for this, she's not equipped for this and she sure as hell isn't prepared for it. Getting the gun and new batarangs from Rex helps, and she adds a large hunting knife to her array of weaponry, but it still doesn't feel like enough.
It's terrifying, in a way that she doesn't have time to deal with, so she pushes that down and focuses on doing what she can. There's moments, as she faces down things that eclipse her worst nightmares, when she wonders if she should be hiding instead of out here fighting. But there are other moments, times when she wins, when she gets to reunite a parent with their lost child, and it doesn't matter that Steph is bleeding, bruised and exhausted, because she did good.
At the behest of Babs, and the reminders her own body sends, she forces herself to stop and rest once in a while. Usually she goes back to wherever Babs is, or Kate, if she happens to be resting at the same time. Her sleep happens in small bursts, a few hours here or there, curled up near Babs or Kate and letting the exhaustion take over. She tries not to eat too much, because she has no idea how long these monsters will stay in the city and she's scared that food will start running out. She's already started collect supplies, bringing them to the safe places and distributing them to people.
She doesn't think about the dead bodies she sees, or the injured people. A lot of Baedalites can look after themselves, but some of them can't and it's those who end up as smears on a wall. Except for when she has to stop to throw up, after seeing half eaten corpses; then she thinks about it, and she doesn't know how long she can keep going out and coming back alive.
She hopes no one will hold it against her if she gets killed.

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"That's not helpful," is what she grumbles instead of commenting on his lack of response to her advice. She probably shouldn't antagonize someone who just saved her ass, but there's no real annoyance behind her words, so she thinks she can get away with it.
She gives it another moment's thought, still doing her best to ignore the fact she's sitting on a horse - and fighting down the urge to joke about how Martel doesn't exactly smell like the man her man could smell like - before deciding on a course of action, "I'll head to the Spatters. They usually get overlooked down there."
It's where her patrol route in calmer times usually takes her, because it's true that a lot of the officials, and other vigilante types stay away from the Spatters. Aside from Laura, really, and god knows what Laura is up to right now.
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“The Spatters,” he agrees, urging Kalten down a different path.
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She tries to stay quiet, mostly for his sake, and also because she doesn't want to get kicked off the horse for being chatty but it's hard to be quiet, "I hope it goes without saying that the whole... costume thing shouldnt be mentioned in public." Just in case once things are back to normal - and she's praying that will happen - she wants to be sure Martel won't randomly bring this up. She really, really doubts it, but it never hurts to check.
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“What you do in your private life, Stephanie, is absolutely no business of mine.”
...in other words he's not asking in case it's a sex thing, look at you, you're practically a child.
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It's not a sex thing, at least.
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--though he'd have heard worse, if it were. Much worse.
“Heaven forfend.” It shouldn't be possible to be so dry in the midst of this, occupied with navigating an unfriendly city - their route alters repeatedly, and it'll take longer to get there but it'll also mean not running every gauntlet, which would've taken yet longer - but if he were going to pick any day to stop having an attitude with the world, it was never going to be one like this.
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She is probably a terrible person for Martel to have rescued, because she never shuts up especially not when she's in situations that are unsettling, and ridiing a horse through a partly decimated city is definitely one of those situations.
"You do know where we're going, right?" They seem to be taking the long way 'round.