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caballero ∞ until one day it did ([personal profile] caballero) wrote in [community profile] multiversallogs2012-01-29 11:29 pm

then the riddle gets solved and you push me up to this

Who: Bruce Tom & Seoraj.
What: Camping, completely free of ulterior alibi motive.
Where: North of Flag Hill.
When: Beginning roughly on the 30th.
Warnings: Weirdness, violence, sexuality.

They leave early, because that's the tradition of camping - before dawn, as they have to make it up to the northern edge of the city proper first ("'Morning-") - the provisional shops built into the cliff face that hosts the treacherous ways up into the forests are helpful, the proprietors less so; that they generally profit off fools isn't anything they keep quiet. Bruce isn't bothered. Cold morning air and physical exertion with dirt under his hands makes some far-off part of him feel at peace.

It's just starting to become properly bright out when they reach the summit that'll lead them into the woods, and he takes a moment to stop and look out over the view of the city. Up here it's quiet, but not silent - it's not an absence of sound, but an absence of people, and looking down on Baedal from the vantage point of the highest natural point in the only landscape they have available makes it feel like another world.

Remarkable.
serjeant: (→ your ways are very strange)

[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-11 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"Right."

This man.

That's all he has to say on the subject, even in his head. The ambiguity conveniently covers nearly everything he might otherwise remark on, without wasting any of the time he could be spending keeping a sharp eye out for their less visually talented friends from earlier. Or anything else, given where they are and what they're doing and the fact they seem to be working on a 'good news, bad news' existence today.

He doesn't see any of them; he still isn't comforted.
serjeant: (→ i've watched your palace up here)

[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-12 08:49 am (UTC)(link)
The concern of what might come along through that stream - Seoraj suspects he's beginning to get paranoid about every possible bad ending, but on the other hand that seems eminently sensible about now - is one that occurs to him promptly, but weighed against the upsides of having it there, worth taking the risk. Mind, he's not sure anyone else should ever take their word on risk assessment, collectively.

(He flatters himself that he's better at it when he's not following Bruce out of some morbid desire to see what happens next.)

“How far down're we going?” Not tonight, he presumes; they'll camp, it's about that time. But it might be worth getting a more detailed version of the plan, given what's happened already and the version he remembers getting before they left the city--
serjeant: (→ now the heavy eyelid)

[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-12 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
“There's where we all see the same thing,” Seoraj says, reflectively, beside him. “That's nobody's sky.”

Something about it is oddly satisfying to him; he looks up at those strange stars and what he feels is something unifying, an experience shared no matter what internal context they bring with them from their own worlds. Those stars are different for everybody in their cohort, and he likes that.
serjeant: (→ says it's all for your fun)

[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-13 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
“Figured I was going first so you wouldn't get distracted,” Seoraj returns, so very mild in a way that comes all the way back around to insouciant. These manly thighs are Integra Hellsing approved, Bruce, don't even play.
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[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-13 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
By the time Seoraj is lowering himself down into the ravine - it's slow, careful going, because he can do this but he's not extremely well-practised and he's aiming for that happy medium between 'not so fast I cock it up' and 'not so slow I cock it up either' - he's still chuckling, under his breath, which is better than going down thinking really hard about things that want to eat him and psyching himself out.

So there's that.
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[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-17 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
“You'd be bloody irritating if I were of a competitive mind,” Seoraj remarks, quiet, from where he's been getting the layout of the cave they're in while Bruce was coming down to join him.
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[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-17 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
“Quiet enough.” No movement, nothing unexpected; it doesn't relax him, not when they've got a suggestion of what they can expect going deeper, but maybe they'll keep on having a quiet night before they continue in the morning.
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[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-17 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
Of course he thinks he can do that. (Hear gravel in his sleep...converse like a normal person.) Seoraj is less inclined to question what Bruce can do, any more, and much more interested in watching to see what actually happens.

Although--

“I'm still holding you to it,” in his very mild way. The Vault show, he means.
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[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-17 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
“I was expecting the dragon,” Seoraj observes, wry, his arms resting over his knees where he's sitting, close to but not against the cave wall; might get cold, sitting right up against it. Might not have expected the exact details, but 'this is going to get really insane' has been more or less his stance on the whole thing from the beginning. Call it a hunch.

--which is a pretty good way of stepping around that which he did not expect, actually, because it's interesting and he's...interested, that's clear, but it's out of his field of experience in ways that dragons turned out to be not quite.

He knows what he's doing, with a woman. Meg, for instance; if nothing else, can't say he doesn't know where everything goes. Doesn't end up feeling like he's starting all over again from before his voice finished breaking, which was not what he thinks of as one of the more dignified periods of his life, such as those have been.
serjeant: (→ now no longer lives)

[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-17 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
(It's a little gratifying.)

He laughs, quietly, dropping his head for a moment and smoothing his hand over his hair, down the back of his neck underneath it. (There's a lot of hair.) The last of that sound comes out as a rueful breath and he says, “No shortage of pretty women 'round here.” ...Baedal, not, uh, this cave. He's not been watching for someone like Bruce (Tom, still, as far as he knows); it snuck up on him, unexpectedly, and the whole thing (that there is a whole thing) is what surprises him, catches him off-guard and makes him pause.

Mind, he's still smiling.
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[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-19 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
The extent of Seoraj's familiarity with the notion, prior to Baedal, consisted of vague rumours that invariably concerned foreigners; he hasn't had much occasion to give it more thought, before, but at least in his case that mostly means a lack of inconvenient preconceived ideas. Large parts of his life have been 'find something interesting, make up the rest as he goes along', so why should this be different--?

What makes him uneasy has nothing to do with Bruce - Tom - but the locale. It's never been consciously deliberate but it's also never been coincidence that the women he gets deeply involved with have tended to be foreign women, women in cities he was passing through, relationships that had an inevitable and consistent endgame. Sooner or later he had to go, and though some endings were less amicable than others, ultimately they all ended the same way, without necessarily much input of his.

It's not something he's particularly inclined to examine, though, and there's another long, hard day ahead of them tomorrow; there's only a quiet chuckle in the darkness, and then sleep, and in the morning the change between them is just awareness, for now, so they can go on.
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[personal profile] serjeant 2012-02-25 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Seoraj is awake before dawn by habitual reflex - he just usually is, Bruce surely remembers interrupting him in his morning routine over some horse shenanigans - though not quite so quickly as his companion, here. It's hard to say whether he's temperamentally a morning person or not, but the knack for falling asleep anywhere and shaking it off in moments is a survival skill that he mastered a long time ago, and he's easy on his feet in good time.

“Not missing anything?” A little wryly; from their camp ... toes ... seriously, Bruce, what madness have you got him into. (The best kind; Baedalian domesticity has had him bored a while.)