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kim jae hyun. ([personal profile] boomvox) wrote in [community profile] multiversallogs2012-01-19 09:28 pm

i wrote this song while i was drunk

Who: Jae and you.
What: Sorting his head out, getting back to work.
Where: Various places around town, including bar hopping and slice of life activities in Creekside, at work at the Vault, Anarchy 99, and the radio station, and at a temple in Brock Marsh.
When: Over the next week.
Notes: Would you like to bump into Jae somewhere? Note the location/vague timeline in your tag and it shall be so.
Warnings: Unpleasant thoughts about rape culture, drug use.


In the aftermath of attempting to help Megan and his encounter with Hilmi, Jae has a difficult time processing the series of events as things that happened to him - because things haven't happened to him. Things happened to Megan. Sure, if you hit a vanity with a sledgehammer, it's not just the glass that's cracked, but he's still not the fucking mirror; Jae's reeling from the turbulence. So is everyone else who knows (well, maybe not Sonja) and everyone else who will know - and more people will react to what Jae did, and so on, and so on, like ripples, because every time anyone does something violent or cruel, the whole of their world feels it. Society didn't become soulless overnight. It took a hundred million weeks like these and now, even when people feel the backlash, they don't seem realize it.

It's normal.

(It's horrible.)

Jae buys a couple of tabs at the Vault before his shift and rolls all the way through it. If there's one thing he appreciates about Baedal, it's that so much more is perfectly legal (or at least, perfectly unregulated), and the ecstasy (or space ecstasy) he can get is pure, none of this shit cut with coke or speed like he had to worry about back at home. It's a good night for everybody, which is fortunate; it's always good when he works whether or not he uses any enchantments, but this week, he's not even letting his subconscious do anything - he feels like there's a great gaping wound somewhere intangible inside him, and the stitches keep splitting. He just doesn't want to bleed anymore.

While he's been made one of the floor staff family with ease at the Vault, his experiences at Anarchy 99 have been more - well. It caters to dwarven metal. Still, there's a fair amount of enthusiasm for his style ("Just put some more INXS on it"), and when one of the waitresses asks him what happened that one night with Hilmi (because he hasn't come back), he just shrugs. Jae isn't sure if he should be feel fortunate that she's the only one who noticed they walked out back together, but while some of the girls liked Hilmi, some of them really didn't, and she decides to interpret that shrug as him having done everybody a favor. The notion of it makes him uneasy - but it's not like he can correct her and not lie, so he just stays quiet, and thinks about the same thing he thought about that night. That if somebody comes to arrest him, he'll just go. The notion of being locked up is like a suffocating nightmare at the end of a long and dark hallway on his head, but what's even more terrifying is the idea of becoming the kind of person who wouldn't take responsibility for doing something awful. (He'll ask Ilde for Sonja's number, he decides. He'd rather apologize to her than the police, and he knows enough about the military to know speaking to someone's commanding officer is as good as.)

Too much liquor, long nights, and investing in a pill cutter; Jae almost feels human again, losing himself in work. The radio station is a hilarious disaster, but he likes his boss, as much of a lunatic as she is. That he's at the bottom of the ladder again makes him feel like even more a child, stumbling over himself and his magic and his emotions as he is in this strange place. But there, it's not as bad. He hits the bar across the way from his flat in Creekside, he buys groceries and a new pair of sunglasses, and then he comes home ("home") and lays on the floor and stares up at the ceiling and pretends his head spins because he's been drinking too much.

He doesn't sleep for two nights, and then spends the third up and reading the book that appeared in the arrival room with him. It's the first time he touched it since he shoved it in the back of his closet when he moved in. The next evening, he goes to one of Shada's temples in Brock Marsh, and doesn't do anything beside sit quietly in the back.
weaponthatlives: (It's getting hazy all around me)

[personal profile] weaponthatlives 2012-01-22 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
So much for hitting the bar. That familiar energy tickles against her senses, slippery quicksilver ribbons sparking against the expanded awareness granted by her chi, and she smoothly redirects her walk to follow Jae out through the back exit. ... Smoothly is perhaps optimistic, there's some determined shoving past other club goers involved, and but the Hellsing badge deters anyone from using a complaint about spilled drinks as an excuse to start something.

She feels a little conspicuous, using the same exit as the man she's following, and it being the back exit - presumably less used by patrons and more for staff, which she is decidedly not - but then, she's trying to catch his attention, so a more obvious approach is better.
weaponthatlives: (in the sunlight heading towards the end)

[personal profile] weaponthatlives 2012-01-22 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
That's an interesting reaction - not one that's completely unfamiliar, in this line of work, but interesting. So he feels that he's done something to warrant Hellsing's attention, or someone's attention, at least; he's expecting some kind of interest from someone like her, even if he wasn't necessarily expecting Hellsing as such. She doesn't know without asking, and it's an awkward question - but his reaction opens up other lines of inquiry that will, hopefully, lead to the truth far more easily. He also isn't showing signs of running or becoming hostile, which is good, but the sadness in his eyes piques her curiousity.

"Hello." She inclines her head in greeting - she isn't very good at giving reassuring smiles, so she doesn't even try, but the fact she stays calm and seemingly relaxed might do something to mitigate the looming cloud of authority she carries in that simple, small badge and dark clothing (and small amounts of weaponry). "Youko Shimura of Hellsing. You were involved in what happened here the other night?"
weaponthatlives: (In order to dandle you)

[personal profile] weaponthatlives 2012-01-22 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Hilmi? She notes that name down for further investigation, and shakes her head slightly. "No, we haven't spoken to Hilmi." Yet, as it turns out now. "Someone contacted us about sensing a sudden spike in magic in the area. The... residue in the club, it matches your magic."

Because of course he knows that he's kind of leaking energy like a pot bubbling over right now, right?

"So what happened with Hilmi?"
weaponthatlives: (the water surface is swaying)

[personal profile] weaponthatlives 2012-01-27 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Resigned, yet nervous... he's obviously feeling guilty about something, though whether that makes him actually guilty in the eyes of the law (or in Youko's opinion) remains to be seen. She nods, and casts a glance back towards the street. "There," she points to reasonably quiet looking, late-opening cafe of some kind. "We can get coffee, and talk about how you feel you fucked up."

That's... not a question, she's walking across the street and over to the cafe on the assumption that Jae will follow. Because if he doesn't, if he tries to run, then she will work on the assumption that he's done something worthy of running from Hellsing for, and therefore something worthy of kneecapping to prevent escape. SO... DON'T RUN, JAE.
weaponthatlives: (Everyone's is cracking)

[personal profile] weaponthatlives 2012-01-29 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Youko stays silent, listening carefully and just frowning a little. The sorcerer part she had more or less worked out, though it's always interesting to see what exact term people choose to describe themselves - sorcerer, wizard, mage, warlock. There are variances within the categories, between worlds, that the nuances of language fail to define, but it all boils down to magic user in the end. In this case, a natural, unlearned magic, one that's flowing out of him with or without his direction.

That tells her more about Jae, which is stored away for later - what she really needs to focus on is the description of what happened. Which... is sounding quite bad already, and her frown deepens. A shen - a fae with those kinds of powers, to seduce and kill those he slept with, using them irresponsibly? That was the kind of thing she would have looked into at home, nevermind under Hellsing's auspice.

"And... this fae, he did not give her the antidote? He was content to allow her death?" Otherwise, Jae would most likely not have called it an assault, she's guessing.
weaponthatlives: (Touched by the entrance of sadness)

[personal profile] weaponthatlives 2012-01-30 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Youko's expression hardens, but her anger isn't directed at Jae. She takes a moment to sip her drink, a strong black coffee with a large helping of vanilla and sugar, and finds her calm once again.

"And so you lashed out, with your magic?" It isn't anywhere close to accusatory, but it's a serious question. "In the face of such... disregard for human life, it is understandable to react, especially when you are friends with the one being hurt. It is simply advisable to react with more care." Or to let people with training handle things.

"What exactly did you do to Hilmi, when he said this?"