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i am hung with graveyard flowers;
Who: Ilde Decima and Hasi; OPEN
What: The water helps her.
Where: The Gross Tar; initially near her waterfall territory in Raven's Gate, after that various areas.
When: Givdi with Hasi; open after that through Shundi.
Notes: Specify time/place (if not Raven's Gate) if you tag in, please!
Warnings: Descriptions of LM:A-related horrors to follow in the thread with Hasi; discussion of rape & related fall out in thread with Jae.
When she finally goes down to the water, it feels so good that she hates herself for a moment sliding in, her clothes on the bank under an illusion. It soaks into her skin like she belongs there and she's glad that she got there first, that Hasi isn't there yet, because sinking into it hurts a little and it's-- not anybody's business what internal conflicts she's having. She just died. She's allowed to feel...whatever this is that she's feeling, and whatever it is she's going to feel it at the bottom of the river for a while, her tail catching light as it flicks up before she dives.
She'll surface, eventually.
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"Buildings, really? How deep is it?" He'll never have the opportunity to find out because he is thankfully not dumb enough to dive in there. ... okay maybe he's dumb enough but only if it would serve some practical purpose.
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A moment later, "My parts are near the waterfalls. The pools before. Not as deep."
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He'll take unsettled, over that.
"By the harbour? I've never been up there, I think." Once or twice he's been close to the area for work, but -- that's all. It should bother him more that he hasn't been able to work his way out of this part of the city. He looks so painfully out of place here -- not because he's beautiful (he's hardly the only one) but because he looks like such a soft target.
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They've moved once since arrival, but not far from where they started and always near the river. She likes the idea of living in Mafaton, but doing so indefinitely would probably make her sick - it's just not close enough.
"Do you live here?"
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He would like for things to at least sound nice right now if they can't just be that way.
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"I was away for a few days," she says, a little vaguely. "That sounds absurd."
But she's been living in Baedal long enough to have a fair idea of what it probably means.
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... so, no, he doesn't want to talk about it, not really.
"Shit happens, is that the saying?"
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Not so distant she isn't a part of this city as much as Wolfgang; not so far away in and of herself that she isn't woven into the same tapestry of bullshit.
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Explain your ridiculous accent, then, Ilde! ...no, that's fine.
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Wolfgang is a responsible adult.
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It means she can smile, here, even though it hurts a little.
"Daddy taught me a lot that way," she says, reflectively.
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"Not on purpose?"
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(You and me versus the world, that's a theme of her life.)
"He had funny ideas about what he should teach me."
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"That's what I miss the most, I think. Probably most people do but -- sorry, this is depressing." He shakes his head, in the process getting his hair everywhere. It is exceedingly hard to find things that aren't depressing and awful here; always, yes, but of late, especially.
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Musical theatre is the best he's got, yes.
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Maybe she just really needed that.
"Brown paper packages, tied up with string."
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You did not, Wolfgang, stop lying.
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