Martha couldn't equate the Barge with waterboarding; it just wasn't something that she was able to do. She still believed in it too much to think about it as torture, and she was going to cling to the part of her that felt above everything else that she had been doing good for her inmates and her friends.

"I'm not." She said it quickly, and simply. "It gave me too much for that. I don't mean a deal, I mean just in life experiences. It gave me Sev and I wouldn't change that for the world."