"Exactly." He'd been trying a few of the simple things he'd learned in school, but they don't feel right. "A few months after I came to Baedal, I went and spoke to the priestesses of Shada and, well, I've regained access to my magic but it's changed or I've changed. The methods I knew don't work properly and while I've had a few years since then, I'm still...out of alignment? Out of sorts? I'm not sure how to describe it. A few things work and work brilliantly, but I've lost the knack for most of it."