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multiversallogs2012-07-22 10:41 pm
boomvox) wrote in multiversallogs2012-07-22 10:41 pm
Entry tags:
come on be alive again
Who: Sunny & Jae.
What: Post-horrors decompressing, and some words.
Where: Sunny's apartment.
When: After they escape the disastrous fashion show. (So.. A WHILE AGO we do what we want.)
Warnings: Discussion of traumatic events, EMBARRASSING CRYING, feelings.
It never occurs to Jae to go to his apartment and not Sunny's. His own place is bigger, has more of his things - the material, cosmetic objects he drowns himself in as a ritual to manage his anxiety. Whether his nerves are too raw for his routine to have any impact on or if he just plain thinks this will work better, he doesn't know or consciously inspect. He wants (needs) to be at Sunny's because it's Sunny's and for that fact alone it's the safest place; his things are there, it smells like him, it's his domain and responsibility and all Jae has to do is take a shower and then hide behind him. It's impossibly selfish.
He's in the bathroom, in yoga pants and an oversized Baedal Ifrits shirt (his; he has enough of his stuff at Sunny's to get by, and vice versa), and his hands keep shaking and making it impossible to close the cap on the mouth wash he's trying to put away. The same thing happened with the hand soap, and the towel earlier. He doesn't make an issue out of it, he stills all movement when it happens, carefully making sure Sunny isn't looking directly at him. His desperation is well-acted, but there despite it; he's hiding something. He wants it go to away, he wants to ask Sunny a hundred things, and he wants his ability to communicate like a normal person (like Sunny is used to him being) to come back and for his nervous system not to be in shock.
He gets the cap back on, and sets the bottle back with a brittle sort of care. Like it might break.
He's in the bathroom, in yoga pants and an oversized Baedal Ifrits shirt (his; he has enough of his stuff at Sunny's to get by, and vice versa), and his hands keep shaking and making it impossible to close the cap on the mouth wash he's trying to put away. The same thing happened with the hand soap, and the towel earlier. He doesn't make an issue out of it, he stills all movement when it happens, carefully making sure Sunny isn't looking directly at him. His desperation is well-acted, but there despite it; he's hiding something. He wants it go to away, he wants to ask Sunny a hundred things, and he wants his ability to communicate like a normal person (like Sunny is used to him being) to come back and for his nervous system not to be in shock.
He gets the cap back on, and sets the bottle back with a brittle sort of care. Like it might break.