It seemed so perfectly logical. He doesn't think he has the energy to even run through his decision pattern at the time - it feels foolish, stupid, childish; who knew someone could really be that heartless. Ilde, probably. What a world, that she gets to be right about something like that.
Jae finally looks up and meets her eyes and there's finally something in him, and it's - sadness, and regret. He's enormously ashamed with himself, but he's too fucking tired from how much magic he overloaded on to drive it to hysterical self-pity.
"I wanted him to feel what he does to people. I made him feel it."
(That magic back in the arrival room - forcing people away, screaming at people to leave him alone, to not see him, to not hurt him - she's got an idea, he's sure.)
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It seemed so perfectly logical. He doesn't think he has the energy to even run through his decision pattern at the time - it feels foolish, stupid, childish; who knew someone could really be that heartless. Ilde, probably. What a world, that she gets to be right about something like that.
Jae finally looks up and meets her eyes and there's finally something in him, and it's - sadness, and regret. He's enormously ashamed with himself, but he's too fucking tired from how much magic he overloaded on to drive it to hysterical self-pity.
"I wanted him to feel what he does to people. I made him feel it."
(That magic back in the arrival room - forcing people away, screaming at people to leave him alone, to not see him, to not hurt him - she's got an idea, he's sure.)