"I didn't even mention the part where I got shot," And there's - something like amusement now, directed at herself in response to Kalinda's statement. Yes, she will come up with a worst case scenario.

She gives a shrug that's more like a roll of her shoulders (like a fighter loosening up and sometimes she feels like no matter what she does that violence will never leave her), "I know. I'm just--"

What? She finishes her drink in one swallow, rather than finishing that sentence.